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Between The Walls

by Aisha and the Astronauts

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1.
Breaking Bodies Chorus: When we were kids, we were always breaking bodies Breaking bones, breaking skin, breaking in to our broken homes. We were the girls that played rough, played tough, we were hard enough. We thought no one could break us. We made dens, crawling round in the dim light Couldn’t see a thing, tumbling led to fights Over who’s hurts and who was sore Losers in the bedroom gang wars CHORUS We pulled a sheet across the stairs, made a hammock Keeping quiet so our parents can’t get mad at us, ‘till I fell and I cried out Tripped and knocked my teeth out CHORUS When we got older, it was alcohol and fireworks Tripping over twister boards and making out with straight girls Teens playing truth or dare, kids heartbroken upstairs Wake up, don’t know how I got home Mum’s left me water and a bowl… CHORUS But sometimes people break us And I’ll live with my mistakes ‘cos It’s never a mistake to fall in love… And me and my girls… we’re tough!
2.
Between The Walls I’ve asked you to play nice, my friends are here You round in on me like you smell my fear You dig at me with poison claws Tear the meat from my bones raw You’ve let me down too many times You can come to bed but don't you spend the night Chorus: Between the walls (secret wars break out) Between the walls (silent girls break down) The scaffolding won’t hold, I’m gonna have to fold Between the walls You hurt me when you think that no one looks You judge me from your shelf full of self help books You’ve learnt all your moves from the page Know what to say and how to behave You can tie me up and pin me down You can tear my clothes off but you can’t break me down CHORUS Between the walls… Between the walls…. You tell me I’m a good girl You tell me I’m a good girl You tell me I’m a good girl You tell me I’m a good girl And you say it like I have a choice Your hand muffles my voice Say it like I have a choice Your hand stifles my voice When you tell me I’m a good girl, you tell me I’m a good girl You tell me I’m a good girl… don’t tell me I’m a good girl Alt chorus: Between the walls (secret wars break out) Between the walls (silent girls break down) The scaffolding won’t hold I’m gonna have to fold Scaffolding won’t hold, I’m gonna have to Scaffolding won’t hold, I’m gonna have to fold Between the walls
3.
Girls I Used To Know Baby, I know it leaves you cold I haven’t lived my life alone I haven’t lived my life alone I am post-it notes, cold hellos, pieces of the girls I’ve known One by one they leave and I am tainted I am letters, I am cards. I am hardened in the heart I am all those feelings re-acquainted Chorus: Baby, I know it leaves you cold You hate the girls I used to know But baby, being with you feels like coming home You’re not the only girl that I still want to know But I’m coming home I’m coming home I am blown out candles, cruel songs, everything that I’ve done wrong I’m the ghosts that linger in my bed I am cold feet and crumpled sheets, I am hopelessly naïve I believed that love and war were fair CHORUS I am cold feet and crumpled sheets, I am hopelessly naïve I believed that love and war were fair I believed that love and war were fair CHORUS I’m coming home x5
4.
Summer Clothes You know I want you, but not on your back You know I like you boy, but not like that You say you love me and I love you back But oh darling, not like that Chorus: We share the sunshine, you and me Sat on the wall admiring views Of girls in summer clothes and you and me In jeans and hoodies, whispering innuendos When we’re too drunk or we’ve smoked enough to sleep We fall into bed together and sink beneath the sheets Your body comforts me You lie there wanting me And I’m so guilty, I’m so guilty. I want to squeeze you, want to let you in Want you touching but not under my skin I cling to you when my life’s in ruin But oh babe, it’s not what they think CHORUS I’m fragile thinking of you My single bed’s too big when it’s not filled with you I’ve thought it over and I’ve thought it through Too many times and I can’t make myself crave you I want to want you like the normal girls do I fall for her, wish I could fall for you Cos we could be married And then we’d be happy Wouldn’t that be nice? Well believe me I’ve tried I’ve tried.
5.
Black-eyed Girl I used to sit on your lap to play with your hair Now the china doll you left me is all I have left And I still hear your stories in my head I still remember your hospital bed And I still feel your hand in mine When I need you ‘cos I still need you sometimes Chorus: You were my favourite, and I was your black eyed girl You said I’m sunshine, I said you’re the best in the world You were my favourite and I was your black eyed girl So what am I supposed to do now? What am I supposed to do now? They told me you answered only to my name It’s not the same Without you I hope you know I love you, I do. And I’d have answered to your name too… CHORUS I still hear your stories in my head I still remember your hospital bed And I still feel your hand in mine When I need you, I really need you sometimes CHORUS What am I supposed to do now? What am I supposed to do now?
6.
Stupid Hearts I don’t want to make more plans with you I tried to fix it and you tried to tell the truth I come across the bits of you that hang around But they don’t hurt me now Chorus: It’s only love, give it away When it gets rough, throw it away Best laid plans, they fall apart Pretty girls break stupid hearts It’s fun while it lasts But we’re over now, we are… we are. Don’t want your fix, I’m happy being broken Don’t want to quit, I’m happy with my smoking Don’t want to be your girl, don’t want to survive I want to be alive CHORUS It’s only love (give it away) When it gets rough (throw it away) It’s only love (give it away) When it gets rough (throw it away) Best laid plans they fall apart Pretty girls break stupid hearts It’s fun while it lasts But we’re over now… Best laid plans, they fall apart Pretty girls break stupid hearts It’s fun while it lasts But we’re over now, we are… we are.
7.
Yes 02:44
Yes I need to learn when to shut my mouth Just because I’m ready, doesn’t mean you’re ready to come out But you breathe in like it hurts you and you flinch away from love I see what I was in you but it’s not my place to judge Chorus: Yes, I heard what you said, heard your desperate attempt To care more about a lump in your sheets than a hole in your chest Well, I loved you the best. I know, my girl, that you’re nervous now I’m trying not to scare you off but I want you around And you’ll run and I won’t chase you, ‘cos you’ve got to find yourself I’ve given up on me but I can’t give up on you yet CHORUS I see you shrinking, downing your drink when you’re drinking And you kiss him like you’ve never felt love in your life I know it’s hard to But I’ll be here for you It’s harder to watch you have to lie And I Know you’re hurting But I promise you, it’s worth it. CHORUS x2 I loved you the best… I love you the best.
8.
Rocket Ship 03:36
Rocket Ship Little girl, go ahead, keep your books by your bed, keep yourself well read Little girl, go ahead, keep your big blue desk, who cares what the other kids said? You don’t need a mirror, where your postcards were With your poems on and your head screwed on You’re gonna get along Chorus: So, go ahead and get on your rocket ship, on your rocket ship Forget anyone who laughs at your dreams Fly away from them on your rocket ship, on your rocket ship Only you know what you need Bridge: Just think of the battles you’ve fought To be the worlds best astronaut You’re the worlds best astronaut One day a man may come and save you from the spiders in your room And you may think the world of him, you may fall in love too soon Love is nice, but don’t be blind. Don’t put yourself to one side You don’t need anyone. You’re a warrior, little one CHORUS x 2 BRIDGE Little girl, go ahead, keep your books by your bed, keep yourself well read.
9.
Cynthia 02:51
Cynthia I’ve got a one track mind, I want her all the time I’ll look but I won’t touch, I just want her too much That’s the thing at the heart of me My love of girls consumes me Chorus: (We’re all in love with Cynthia) (echo) x2 We share a common interest, we both prefer girls undressed But he knows the score, I’ve said, I’ll take him home but not to bed And that’s the thing, at the end of the day I love him but I’m just too fucking gay CHORUS Cynthia... We’re all in love with Cynthia! CHORUS x 2
10.
I'm Fine 03:33
I’m Fine How many times must you break my heart before you’re done with me? I only answer to myself but I don’t really feel all that free… (‘COS) Chorus: (I just want you around all the time, all the time) x3 And you know what, I lied… ‘cos I’m not fine! …I’m not fine! You ask me how I’m doing, well, I’ve cried too much to say I’m fine You message me 5 hours late, I’ve been watching the clock the whole time (‘COS) CHORUS I’m haunted by your dreams, your face, our plans I’m haunted by your stories, your cold, your hands I’m so full up of dregs of you, you won’t return to take So I’m left with you while you left for convenience sake (AND I STILL) CHORUS You drew lipstick crosses on my skin like targets for your nails to find You clawed me and you scarred me for your pleasure babe, where was mine? (AND I STILL) CHORUS I’m not fine I’m not fine I’M NOT FINE.
11.
Heartless 03:46
Heartless Chorus: You said I’m heartless, I thought I was nice enough but You gave up on me You pressed my chest to your ear, I guess you didn’t like what you heard You gave up on me Everyone’s meant to get a couple of chances and maybe more You turned your back on me and you walked straight out the door Well babe, I was just getting started, you gonna throw all this away? I know I can be a bitch but you’re meant to love me anyway… anyway. CHORUS I know I broke your heart and honey that was wrong You begged me to change for you and you held on for too long Well, I kicked you out and said “you can walk yourself back home” How dare you have feelings when I feel alone? Alone… CHORUS For all my flaws, baby, I loved you For all the missed calls I was thinking of you For what it’s worth, I know I’m mean I only hate you cos you’re better than me CHORUS Come on lets give it a shot, I’m getting bitter by the day You can’t give up on me, girl, I’ve never felt this way Well, I never gave up on you, I know you’re sweet and easy and kind But why should my ugly heart stop you being mine? I never gave up on you, I know you’re sweet and easy and kind Why should my ugly heart stop you being mine, oh mine. You said I’m heartless, I thought I was nice enough but You still gave up on me You pressed my chest to your ear I said I guess we’re done here You gave up on me
12.
I Am Woman 03:30
I Am Woman I was told that girls dream of a fairytale I was told that girls don’t play with cars I was always told I wasn’t good enough Spent my childhood scratching little stars I was told that real girls got their fairytales I was told this failure was my own I was told that passion made me ugly And girls that won’t comply end up alone Chorus: [part 1] You had no right to say those things to me I don’t need a man to validate me [part 2] I am woman I am woman I am woman And I am free I was told you’d be announced by fanfares I was told you’d ride in on a steed You announced yourself like every other You bought me with a drink and sold me cheap Chorus: [part 1] You had no right to do those things to me I don’t need a man to validate me [part 2] x2 I am woman I am woman I am woman And I am free Bridge (x4) I’m a horse without reigns I’m a bull without chains You try to keep me sheltered But I’m dancing in the rain (x2) But I… I’m woman (x2) Woman (repeat to fade)

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released April 24, 2015

Aisha (Aislinn Peters) - Guitar and Lead Vocals
Kate Jones - Bass, Piano and Backing Vocals
Rhiannon Lord - Cajon and Backing Vocals

All recording by Adam-James Laveaux. All mixing by Simon Howard Jones. Mastered by Shaun Mosley. Album Artwork by Seren Peters.

Lyrics and music by Aislinn Peters. Arrangement by Aisha and the Astronauts.
All songs copyright of Aislinn Peters.

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Aisha and the Astronauts Swansea, UK

3 piece original acoustic/folk/pop band from South Wales.

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Aisha - main vocals/rhythm guitar
Kate - backing vocals/bass
Rhi - backing vocals/cajon/percussion

Beginning album recording June 7th 2014
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